i really want to start uploading shit onto here again.
my poor deviantart is gathering with dust, and has the crappiest portrayals of things that i would not darest call art upon it. oh well.

i really want to start working, hard, and really get into my art.
it's no big secret i've been fighting a lot of personal battles, ones i won't enumerate, but they have been eating away at all my free time, i think i will be free of these things soon. i'm fighting.
anyhow. i want to really become immersed. and try! yes, TRY. it seems ages since i've done that. literally about 3 years if not more. i haven't tried with full effort in anything, any relationship, any goal, any class, but no more.

i really want to make something of myself. i'm 20.
and i'm not wasting anymore of my years or my life. what out self and world, i'm gonna fucking try!
lame entry i know, but needed for myself. ^.^

hope to be on here a lot more soon.